Life is tough to understand! seriously! i always thought i was different..now i understand im no "Princess" ..It tough to accept the fact that one for whom you have feelings doent think of u the same way! the SAME OLD! AGE OLD problem! damn it..i was always different in this case uptill now...college and graduation..seen others into this thought it was "Funny" ...always thought it is the need of the age! I am into spirituality ..and always knew that all this was just what the AGE was doing!!! Laughed at others! but around last year sumthing hit me! DAMN still there!!! Strange! how suddenly u listen to Romantic songs, start crying for no reason! Everything the SAD hindi movies show came TRUE! Suddenly, you start believing SHIT that any movie shows!
Strange!
When friends used to talk about it, thought they are crazy! they meet one today and another the next day! thats not how it should be!!
Its like damn sad, when you know, its only your time, energy that goes in searching for signs!!
Everymove, you start judging, whether it is a signal! and spoil everything!
It is just some passing DAMN CLOUD!! Plz pass fast!
Waiting since mannnnyy months! Doesnt pass!!!
Truth is! Again AGE!!! it should pass off! how the hell was i living before HIM! i was normal no? live the same way! We need to crack this age old SHIT!! Im gonna be the one to initiate this Stupid Drive!! :P
Before: With friends, i dun care whos talking to whom, dont bother to miss anyone! dont miss anyone! Party go home! no NOTHING!
Now: with friends, damn y is he talking to her, where is he, a cloud of sadness descends each time i see him talking to another girl,realizing BYE is the saddest thing ever invented by GOD!


I have never missed anyone in my life!!! (of course leaving mum dad n sis, they never can be out of my sight) I am not the person who can make any kind of close relationship with anyone outside home! Never had emotions ! like missing, jealousy, nuthing..in fact sis always teases me saying that u will never have close frds!
I just wud never show emotion!

THEN BAM! all of a sudden of all people , one person u start to miss! u want to be with all the time, want to think about all the time!! Y??
It is a sad state of affairs for me to realise that i am just another one in the HERD!
But there are two ways of looking at it, One: Being practical, as in just because u don have one, now , the age so may be just a wish! after all i am human!
Two: MAy be sumthin like "@@##" exists , who knows! otherwise why should suddenly it change, only for one person.

I mean no one can answer this question! no one ever has!!
untill then , vented out the confusion!
Sigh!
Tada:)

We Judge!

We Judge!!
No matter what the situation in Life or People we meet , we Judge!
Life as we know it, is filled with situations and People, at all circumstances we judge. We judge as to how a person looks, what he does for a living etc.
We live in a Hypocritical world(where ever i say 'we' it refers to me also) here we talk about how we should not differentiate between the upper /lower class, blacks/whites, rich/poor etc, but when it comes to our own decisions we judge people, our decisions/reactions/interest varies from person to person ..y? here im not talking about our near and dear ones, but the other people we meet in our life, may be friends, colleagues, or even ur Life partner.
We behave differently to different people, this is unknowingly, but the fact is that we tend to (as human beings) speak more obligingly , sweetly, friendly'ly' to those people who we think are above us, this 'Above' can be anything again. Definition of 'Above'- in looks, power, money etc.
To many this blog may seem 'Outrageous' but accept it guys! cummon.
How many of us 'cajole' our acquaintances, if we know that they are going to bring us some benefit. Why only acquaintances , even friends, we are different with some frds..and casual with some.
We think how to behave with some people, we decide how we will portray ourselves to them.
They why do we create a huge hue and cry if someone passes a racial comment, or a fairness cream advertisement? Is Inequality okay if the size of it is small???
From ages we have been fighting, the difference between Brahmanas and shudras, to Untouchables..
It would be Ideal to have a Clear mind devoid of any differentiation. That is actually Sainthood!
We are not saints! we are normal human beings who pretend to be good, think we are good! Always trying to Believe that we are Good!!
We know that 'money cant but happiness' and all those famous quotes! but why is it that a Mercedes/or a person in a mercedes attracts our attention than a person in a rickshaw??

Having said all this!! i would like to believe that though we are mundane and unequal(without our knowledge) we still strive to be that GOOD person!! that is the Beauty of the human life!
That is the beauty of LIVING!!!

Mondays! This is the day everyone likes... errr likes??? i mean hates. What is it about monday s that is so annoying for any working individual? actually it is sunday evening blues, not even monday.Fridays are always good, a feel good day in the week. There is a situation with a certain degree of difficulty, this can always be dealt with more efficiently on a friday rather than a monday. The feeling always is like "Oh!wateva, any ways its Friday tomoro"
Human emotions are actually controlled by just some random days !! just a monday or a saturday can make things different.We always think we will do "this " and "that" on this weekend. but end up with a very lazy saturday morning(ya ! some people donot get to experience that also), late lunch cum Breakfast cum snack, then may be go out or catch up with a movie on the idiot box.
Sundays are generally planned , but only 5% of the actual plan works out!
Again we end up with a lousy sunday evening with the thought that we did not do anything that we planned over the weekend. We start over , once again with a monday, hoping for a Friday with all the tuesdays and wednesdays in between them!

Aap ka kya hoga- Hypocrisy!

i mean i see so many hypocrites around me.. sometimes baffles me!
These so called modern thinking, nike reebok wearing jokers. Its not about being Indian or 'Foreign Culture' or anything that our grandmothers used to say!
Sajid khan relased yet another crazyly insane movie after hey baby'y', called "Housefull", everyone named it as a Total brainless Com kinda movie! One sunday afternoon a friend of mine n me went to the theatres to watch the movie! (Ah! the old days when we used to just go to the theatre and watch whichever movie was running) now! im digressing!! argh! Okay so, the movie was leave your brains at home and laugh kinda one, especially dint like the part with the vaccum cleaner and akshay kumar acting like one Hooligan!. Second half of the movie was actually, i mean actually funny! i know not many people will agree with me, this blog is for those people only! :)I went back and told all my friend fraternity that i liked the movie and it was a "Paisa Vasool"(meaning Money recovery). The reactions i got from them were "Oh! what crap" "How can such mediocre movies exist" "i want my money back" etc. These are the people who watch movies like 'Pink Panther', 'Bounty hunter' etc and marvel at the craft. I mean cummon guys, even now!! Cant we still distinguish between a good movie and a bad one? Do we still have people who pretend that all International movies are good!! its like some joke!!
If we had all the movies from the world, judged and given awards on the same platform, then, being a viewer of all International and Indian Movies, i can say for sure that Indian movies will get awards for most of the categories!!!
I know there are some MOST memorable, Unmatched, Awesome english movies, but please do not Let down your Indian Movies, because we are ALSO equally AWESOME!!! I m done with the bashing!! cheers!!!

Ohh la la la O le o

IPL Awards(AKA:watever happened before Modi got framed!): When Dravid was asked to sing the Kingfisher’s oo-laa-laa…Vijay Mallya sang his own version of his company’s tune, I mean! the Owner of Kingfisher doesn't even know the JinglE!!! Whoa! and then they try and teach every...tom, dick and harry how to sing on every commercial!!

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