It is funny how i am expecting. Even tried the testing thingy..with other guys..damn still full ON! Wonder when i ll stop seriously..There is Zilch signal ..forget signal no communication from the other side haha..still the mind wants it ..craves for it actually..sometimes i wonder if it just physical..but no i realise NO!

There might be the same feeling the other side too! wow! i wish! but i am never gonna EVER know!EVER! Wanted to give it a shot and went out wandering with others of the same species, may be i will forget, i will go back ! TEST FAILED! :) Still its him! The hilarious part is that its so damn one way traffic but still theres hope. I guess because we as humans only wish and hope for the IMpossible..

Keep staring at the FB page will not help..SERIOUSLY! He looks like a joker, UGLY in some actually..Dopes! DAMN! but all that doesnt matter..itseems! Haha Till when ! lets see.. I sometimes think it is a state of mind..may be it is..but then it should fade away right? FADE DAMN IT FADE!!

Still it fades i will continue to analyse, scrutinize etc..tel others and actually try reducing the stress on the brain! If there is someone else then please come fast ..this is killing me! I have to stop thinking ! Will try!